Sunday, March 30, 2008

Surprise Visits

OH SHIT, IT'S MODGE!



I only wear the L shirt to sleep sometimes.

Monday, March 24, 2008

No Voice

I lost my voice. This is the first time that's ever happened to me. I caught a cold Thursday night while we were closing the next issue of The L. It's been a weird cold, the stages have been coming and going, never all hitting me at the same time like usual. But this is the first time in my life I've lost my voice.

It probably has to do with the 2 weekends in a row when I stayed out late and tried to talk loud over the music in bars. That and the fact that I probably shouldn't have gone out last Friday because I was sick. But it was so worth it just for running into someone.

Submissions

Got into work this morning and got a deluge of submissions for The L's photo issue. This makes me happy. My theory of getting good works closer to our deadline is sorta true too. Now I gotta sort through it all.

Saturday, March 22, 2008

"I Thought I Saw Your Face Today

but I just turned my head away."

Ah, it's not even worth writing about here. Maybe I'll just write an email novella and send it to a select list of people who will see the beauty in all of this.

"I somehow find what's beautiful in things that are ephemeral" -Zooey Deschanel

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Accidental Death

FUCK. I deleted the sticky chocolate at work post by accident. Dammit. That made TWO PEOPLES DAYS.

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Springtime of Youth Update

My photography project is coming along. I've gotten enough people who are interested in it to get it started. I just bought some strobes too. It's all legit!

I should have some samples in the next 2 weeks if Sus doesn't flake out (hi, Sus). A friend of mine also going to build a website for me. So I'm going to design it and have her built it for this project. I'll probably relaunch adamkau.com as my photography portfolio. I can't stand the site in its current incarnation anymore.

Also, I told my co-workers about the project and they thought it was an interesting idea and are excited about it. It's all coming along nicely.

Weekend Update 3/16/08

I stayed out late (by my standards) on Friday and Saturday night. My parents left for China on Friday and I feel free as a bird, I guess going out was a way of celebrating. I know I need to move out, but looking for an apartment on craigslist can get tiresome quickly.

Didn't really have a plan on Friday night. Drove out to the LES to meet up with Raymond and Kevon. Ray works the door at a bar that puts shows out in the back room. The bar is on the Bowery and it has no idea what it wants to be or who to cater to- like so many other bars that line the Bowery. Sometimes I wonder why that is. It's the like the border between the LES and SoHo. But from observation it's all late 20/early 30 year old medium-income white dudes that visit these places. "And the NYU chicks who date them", adds Raymond.

The bar was dead. He says its usually packed though. They have red velvet walls shit, like's sorta like a lounge, but I have no idea what the type of people would go to such a place. The venue too. They book local bands that "should not be performing and practicing" according to Ray. It's definitely not punk. It's like the people who are in their late 20s who realize they want to start a band or something so they do but the only people who go to their shows are their 5 friends.

We stayed there for a bit and had a few (free) drinks. When I went to use the bathroom these 2 guys in striped button-down shirts went into the same stall and started doing coke or some shit.

I drove us to Williamsburg after. Passed by Hugs but it was dead. It usually is on Fridays for some reason. We didn't even go in. We headed to this bar on Bedford a block south of Grand. I don't know the name of the place. None of my friends (who've been their multiple time) remember either. Well, it's not like they had a huge sign out front. But it was packed. Seemed like everyone was there that night. Everywhere we walked in Williamsburg seemed pretty empty. So we stayed there for the rest of the night. They played a bunch of music from the 80s, none of which I can recall at the moment. But I stayed till around 2.30am until I got really tied and wanted to leave but Ray and Kevon were too drunk and wanted to stay longer. Yeah, I just left. They didn't leave till like 4.30am and then Kevon passed out on the L train and woke up on it at 8 in the morning.

On Saturday we all went to Nicole's birthday thing at the Levee. I once knew a girl who went there but I've never been their personally. I've heard about the cheese balls and twizzlers though. As we went in some shady black man stopped Yudah and Kevon and asked them if they wanted to be underwear models for "his book". "Can you fill up the underwear?" he asked. W-T-F? Yeah Yudah and Kevon rejected the offer.

Dapo's ex-girlfriend was there and came over to talk to Kevon and I and she didn't remember who I was and I was like "thats ok, we never really hung out". But they later I realized I had totally mistaken her for another of Dapo's ex and not this girl. This girl and I had never met, but I knew who she was. Oh well!

Then we went to Hugs. It was packed. Dapo and Ming had never been before. I told Yudah about it last time but he wasn't interested because I told him a bunch of hipsters go there and they play Daft Punk (which may or may not be true, but Daft Punk is probably over by now so who cares). Yudah's kinda like Paul, they both be feeding for girls and that's all. Paul is worst though. Jeezus christ. Can't even get the kid to go out for a drunk and catch up cus no fucking Asian girls will be where ever we go.

Hugs was also playing a bunch of mid 90s stuff, like shit from 6th grade (again, none I can recall from name but everyone knows those songs). Sometimes I think the DJs are really ingenious for playing those selections because they know the general age of the crowd and they play shit from when we were in like middle school cuz "that shit was hot!" Everyone knew the words to all the songs too.

At least this time no dude came up to me and tried to give me pointers on how to dance like last time I was there. "You just gotta move your hips" he says. "Don't worry, I'm not gay or anything" he said right after. We didn't ask or imply you were son.

But being there with my friends made it really evident that a lot of white guys can't uh, dance. It was kinda funny. "OMG the stereotype is true!". These 2 dudes were on the stage like shouting to themselves and doing some really terrible, terrible stereotypical things. It was painful to watch. Ming also wondered out loud how some of these guys are with these girls (hotchickswithdouchebags.com).

There were a highly unusual amount of girls with short hair there that night. I don't know why. But it was hot.

Monday, March 3, 2008

Sneakers and a PStwo

I don't know why I have the urge to post new crap I've bought in the past week.

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This was a deal of the day on Amazon. It's replacing my old fat PS2 (that I am selling for $60, guys)

Color in film

Went to Coney Island last week when Alex and Nate were here visiting.






I love film, but it's the biggest hassle in the world to get it to the point you see above. I could have bought 2 4gb memory cards for the time and price it took me to get a roll of 36 frames to be developed, scanned, touched up and uploaded to flickr.

But sometimes it's worth it. I love the color in these photos. ( Is $22 dollars to develop and 36 4x6 photos worth it? Guys?)