Lights = Bleed Money

Ugg, I really don't want to buy lights to make a studio setup.

1. I don't want to spend the ~$800 I'm going to need to to have a 2 light set up and
2. I really don't want to spend the money.

But I could make that all up if this thing goes well, and it can lead to future opportunities...This wouldn't be such a huge dilemma if I didn't buy the pancake lens. Or two film bodies.

Investing in this might mean staying in New York. Too early to tell. I'm very confused on what to do.

I shouldn't have stayed here as long as I did.